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  Quinn fucking Andrews. Girls in high school compared him to a younger Matthew McConaughey. I could definitely see the resemblance now, especially with the addition of a barrel chest and a five o’clock shadow. He was dressed in a dark grey suit that accentuated his intense eyes. How was it that ten years had gone by and he was somehow even more gorgeous? Why couldn’t he have stress induced dark circles or a beer gut? Time had been good to him. Too good.

  Christ. I really never wanted to see Quinn ever again. Not many women would want to see the man who took their virginity and skipped town, never even saying goodbye. Quinn knew how much he had meant to me. I’d been chasing him around the schoolyard since I was ten years old. When I was sixteen, he’d finally taken notice of me. My every fantasy had been fulfilled when he took my hand and led me upstairs to make love to me. It may have been brief, but that one unforgettable night changed everything. Because I hadn’t repeated it since.

  At first my urge was to slap him, instead I shook his hand and ignored the jolt of electricity between us. Lucky break for him. This meeting was important for both of us. I needed to deal with the situation with grace and confidence, even if those feelings were scarce at this moment. A smile and a handshake and a sad attempt at clearing my head. But all I could think about was Quinn sliding his cock inside of me. That long, thick, gorgeous cock that felt so good …

  “If you’ll excuse me, Miss Jansen. I have a meeting, but Quinn will handle working the deal for us. I trust him with this particular piece of business.” Mr. Albertson excused himself from the room, leaving me all alone with my childhood crush. Dear God, help me now.

  No. No. No.

  “Ashton,” Quinn said with a slow, smug smile. He said my name with the same throaty drawl he used the night we’d been burning up the sheets.

  Dammit! Focus, Ashton, focus!

  “What?” I said.

  Pathetic. I am a wretched loser prostrating myself at the altar of a reprobate. Remember what he did to you, Ashton. Remember how he broke your heart so badly you’ve never gotten over it.

  Quinn laughed. He held a chair out for me and said, “Have a seat.”

  I had to get it together. The fact that the other negotiator was Quinn Andrews didn’t change anything on my end. I still had a deal to make. All I had to do was repress our horrible…sexy…past.

  Chapter 2

  Quinn

  You can’t really stop your mind from wandering when an old flame walks back into your life. The swell of a breast, the curve of a hip. Especially when that old flame is even hotter than before.

  Ashton had gorgeous eyes made of liquid gold. That killer body hadn’t changed at all. Ample chest and an ass that was round and plump. A tiny waist made for grabbing as he pounded into her from behind. Except. They’d never gotten to round two.

  Long, curly blonde hair fell down past her shoulders, and I dreamed of wrapping my fingers tight around those gorgeous locks and pulling. Yanking hard until she screamed my name out as a throaty expletive past her lush lips.

  She strode into the room with purpose, which made me stop and pay close attention. I could be in trouble here. Because she had me rattled, and Quinn Andrews didn’t get rattled. Especially not before the deal of a lifetime.

  I wished I could take the time to explain to her what happened that night so long ago. I wanted to make things right between us. But how on earth could I explain ten years of silence? To a woman who’d never been able to hide her emotions? Too much time had passed to make amends. And I’d done things. Things I would take to the grave as shameful regrets. Because I should’ve never run away from my problems.

  It wasn’t that I’d been hiding from her, unable to eat crow. For ten years, she’d eluded me. Denying me the opportunity to cleanse my soul. I thought I’d have my golden chance to redeem myself when my sister Caroline got married. Unsurprisingly, Ashton didn’t even show up for her friend’s wedding. I’d almost begged Caroline to invite her to participate in the wedding party since she’d known Ashton since childhood.

  She probably thought I had used her, but that was the furthest thing from the truth. The guilt of taking her virginity and then running away had niggled at my conscience with every encounter. Not a day went by that I didn’t think about it and find myself lacking.

  Now that she was finally in the same room with me, I didn’t know where to begin. So I pretended her mere presence wasn’t affecting me more deeply than I’d been affected since the last time I’d seen her. Felt her. Traced my fingertips all over her silky skin that still burned my memory. Her smell that still tickled my nostrils.

  I knew this wasn’t the time or place to bring up the hurtful past we both shared. As soon as this deal was put to bed, I was going to have my opportunity. And I wouldn’t fuck it up this time.

  I’d been following Ashton’s career since she’d graduated from college. Stanford. With an honors degree in Marketing and a graduate degree in Leadership. I knew she worked for a real estate developer. As soon I’d heard that her boss was looking for opportunities in Destin, I pulled some strings to get our properties in front of her business.

  Patience was something I had been born with. Like my long-suffering mother had always told me, it was a virtue. So it had only been a matter of time before the stars aligned and our paths crossed. So maybe I’d re-arranged the stars in my favor. I prided myself on being a legal bad-ass. Sue me.

  Many buyers wanted a shot at purchasing Mr. Albertson’s hotel and restaurant, but I pulled every string in the loom to make sure Ashton’s offer was at the top of the pile.

  Ashton folded her hands together and laid them on the table. They remained steady, but she seemed to have forgotten how well I knew her. The eyes were the windows to the soul and her gorgeous eyes stared at mine. And they betrayed her.

  “Our offer is for the restaurant, hotel, as well as the vacant land adjacent to the hotel. I think you’ll find the numbers are satisfactory.” She pulled a sheet of paper out of her briefcase and slid it over the table.

  I didn’t bother to pick up the paper. “The lot is not for sale.”

  This deal was vital to my client and making my client money was of the upmost importance of the firm, but I also had a very selfish reason to dig in my heels. I wanted to keep Ashton on the hook. My client wasn’t too keen on selling the land, anyway. He wanted to keep the piece of the land for his grandkids’ trust. So I had to tread lightly.

  “No deal under those terms,” I repeated.

  A flash of disappointment crossed Ashton’s face, but she recovered quickly. She rifled through her briefcase and I could tell that she was rattled. Either by the surprise of seeing me or by the lack of a counter offer, I seemed to have ruffled her feathers. I braced myself, hoping I hadn’t gone too far. I wanted to protect Mr. Albertson, but I had to admit that protecting myself, and my personal goals, was slightly more important.

  For a second there, I thought Ashton would walk out the door. Flee the deal. And me. She’d been eluding me for ten years. How long would she be willing to sit in the same room with me when she wasn’t getting her immediate way? What I did know about Ashton was that she was the kind of woman that didn’t give up. She wasn’t a quitter. She went after what she wanted and she got it. Wrangled it to the ground like a rodeo cowboy. Ever since we were kids she’d been that way. So, I was betting on her to stay, to start swinging her lasso and put up a one hell of a fight. My cock twitched in my pants just thinking about it.

  Ashton cleared her throat. “I understand your client’s position and that he wants to hang on to the land for personal reasons. We have a solution I think you’ll be pleased with.” She showed me another slip of paper and that megawatt smile she was famous for. “My client has a fantastic piece of gulf front property that he’s willing to trade for the lot. It would be a far more lucrative investment for Mr. Albertson. Especially, if he’s putting this real estate investment in trust for his minor grandchildren.”

  This was definitely unexpect
ed. She had done her homework and now dangled the one carrot in front of Mr. Albertson that he’d probably grab with both hands. Lots as scenic and clean as the one she’d just pushed in front of my face were few and far between in this small coastal town. There was plenty of land to be had inland, but they didn’t make sand anymore. Beachfront lots were being sold at a premium price right now.

  I took a peek at the paper. A prime location and one I’d already tried to broker a deal on but had failed. Now I knew why. I turned over the other piece of paper that contained the offer. It wasn’t a bad deal, but any good lawyer new to always refuse the first offer. It was simply a jumping off point.

  When I negotiated, I went straight for what really mattered. It was a tactic that had gotten me from associate to partner in record-breaking time. I tapped the table in front of me for emphasis while I ignored the annoying swelling in my pants as I watched her full lips pursed in concentration. Another fantasy that had never played out anywhere other than in my warped mind. Ashton’s lush lips wrapped around my cock as she sucked it down the back of her throat.

  I shook my head to release the inappropriate thoughts. “You want a piece of valuable commercial property, and you want it as cheap as you can get it. My client isn’t willing to give up the land, too. However, the trade is very interesting. I think the price on hotel and restaurant could be a little higher to justify the trade.”

  Ashton was nervous. I could tell by the way she licked her lips. Those beautiful luscious lips that kept drawing my sexual attention and fueling my lust to a fever pitch. Or maybe she was just stalling. Her cheeks were flushed as she studied me with interest. Had she been traveling an equally racy trip down memory lane or was it just nerves over the deal? I knitted my fingers together and leaned forward, waiting for her rebuttal.

  She responded by pushing her chair back. “Look, I’m not going to keep haggling over a few dollars. Tell me what you want for it all: the restaurant, the hotel, and the vacant lot. I am not walking out of here without everything. It’s all three, or no deal. I need a number so I can determine if we can make it work.”

  “That number is four-point-nine million,” I said, watching for her reaction. “That’s for everything, including the land trade.”

  “Four point five, not a penny more,” Ashton quickly countered.

  I wondered if that was really how high her client authorized her to go.

  “Quinn…Not a penny more,” she reiterated. “Four. Point. Five.”

  The way my name rolled off her tongue with such authority gave me a little push. I wanted her to say my name over and over as I made her come all over my fingers, my tongue and my cock. Fuck, I loved negotiating with this woman so much it could become a habit. It could become foreplay. How far could I push her buttons?

  “Four point seven and we have a deal.” I was into it now and I hadn’t been this hard since I was a teenager. Good thing I didn’t have to stand. There was definitely a date with my right hand in the immediate future. I’d picture Ashton with a contract in one hand and her panties in the other.

  She lifted an eyebrow. “We don’t want it that bad.”

  If I could just convince her to give me one more chance, I would show her that I’m a changed man. Her hand was on the door handle, showing me she was seriously considering walking away from the deal. Or was she walking away from me? I knew I’d hurt her when I left without a goodbye ten years ago and I hated it. Hated myself. What if I couldn’t fix this? What if she would never give me another chance? I may have lost my one shot with an amazing, beautiful woman. Ashton was the one I’d never forgotten. Had never gotten over. If only I could go back in time, have a do-over. I couldn’t let her walk out on me, this deal had to get done.

  “You are going to let two hundred thousand keep your client from having his dream?” I asked, keeping my voice steady.

  She hesitated.

  Since I had her thinking, I pushed. Played my ace in the hole. “This isn’t Atlanta, where commercial real estate is a dime a dozen. This is the beach. Prime real estate. We only have so much sand. I know you did your homework, Ashton. You pay four-point-seven today and the value of this land will increase by twenty-five percent by next year. Maybe even more. Don’t lose this deal over a couple thousand dollars. It’s a drop in the bucket to your client.”

  I had done my research too. I knew Ashton’s boss was flush with cash. He would be pissed if she lost this deal for him. There were no other properties like it in Destin. I had a list four pages long of other investors that were clamoring for this deal. Ashton probably knew that, too.

  “Four point six?” Ashton offered.

  “Deal,” I quickly agreed. “Now come sit back down and let’s iron out the nitty-gritty details.”

  I needed Ashton to forgive me. After so many years of waiting, it hit me in the solar plexus like some kind of neurotic obsession. Even though I had no idea how to make it happen right now, I was smart as a whip. I’d figure it out now that we were working together. A few hours of being side by side with her in business would allow me to read this adult Ashton. The one with the killer career.

  Putting a deal this size together was going to take time, and since Mr. Albertson had made this my number one professional priority, I had plenty of it. Time that I would be spending with Ashton. Time that I could work on thawing a little bit of the ice around her heart. Chipping away at it with my pick. I was good at negotiating real estate deals. How good was I at negotiating for her forgiveness?

  As she sat down, I took the seat next to her. We were so close; her lips were only a few inches away from my face. I could kiss her, right here and now. That would surprise her. Then she’d slap my impudent face. Not right now. But some day. I’d swear on a stack of bibles that we weren’t done. Not by a longshot.

  “We want to close as soon as possible,” Ashton said, getting down to brass tacks. “Henri will want to start the tear down right away.”

  “Whoa! Wait a minute,” I said. “Tear down? You didn’t mention that.”

  “What does it matter what we do with the property after we buy it?” she asked, incredulous.

  “It matters a lot. This hotel has been in the Albertson family for over fifty years. They don’t want to see it torn down. Destin Flamingo Resorts is the focal point of the town.”

  Ashton huffed. “Flamingo Resorts is a bright-pink eyesore. It’s like someone threw up Pepto-Bismol all over the place. The hotel is seriously outdated and in need of a major renovation. Henri is going to update the hotel, modernize it. It will be a showplace worthy of a cover feature in Hotels magazine. You’ll see.” She pulled architecture plans out of her portfolio. “We are going to make this a hotel, shopping, and dining mecca for tourists and locals alike.”

  Despite my misgivings about the architectural plans, I savored the way her face lit up when she talked about the project. The only caveat was that Mr. Albertson was not going to allow his birthright to be razed and replaced by a mega modern hotel. I had an obligation to tell him what the buyer had planned. I would deliberately leave out the offensive Pepto-Bismol comment, even though she did have a point.

  “Before we sign on the dotted line, I need to run this by Mr. Albertson. He needs to understand what’s going to happen with the property once it is deeded to your client. I have to admit, I’m not sure the beachfront lot is going to be enough to entice him once he realizes the plans for his birthright. There’s sentimental value attached to the property and you can’t put a price tag on something like that.”

  “Funny, you didn’t understand the value of sentiment ten years ago,” she whispered. Then, she snapped her head up and shook it. “I’m sorry. That was uncalled for. We’re in a professional capacity.”

  “No apology necessary,” I said, not breaking eye contact. I could start the purgatory that I’d be spending on my knees right this moment. She needed to understand that I wouldn’t be throwing our past in her face. She could pepper me with verbal assaults until she felt better
and I’d just sit calmly and take my medicine.

  I expected an argument from Ashton, so I was surprised when she agreed. “Fair enough.” She shoved the plans and documents back in her briefcase. “You know where I’ll be staying.”

  Of course I did; we put her up in a suite at the Flamingo. Bubble gum pink be damned.

  “Let’s talk about more at dinner tonight?” I asked.

  “Sorry, but I have a prior commitment,” she replied in an icy tone.

  Ashton stood to leave. Her words sliced through to my heart. She snatched up her briefcase and headed for the door like a teenaged kid had pulled the fire alarms.

  “Call me when you have the details worked out with your client,” she called over her shoulder.

  I watched as Ashton walked out the door, my stomach plummeting to the vicinity of my shoes. Her leaving me in her wake was nothing less than what I deserved.

  Chapter 3

  Ashton

  I walked outside and sat down on a bench to catch my breath. It seemed I hadn’t drawn a full one since I’d first laid eyes on Quinn Andrews. My lungs burned, my heart raced and my head pounded. I needed a Tylenol. Or a vodka martini. A couple walked right by me and gave me a weird look as they entered the real estate company. I didn’t care. I’d been gob smacked by some ghost of lovers past.

  What the hell? I’d just sat across from Quinn Andrews, my childhood crush. My first. And negotiated a multi-million dollar deal. I had not vomited or clutched. I leaned over and took some deep breaths before I needed to use a brown paper bag. This was not a dream. This was real.

  Replaying the last hour, I honestly didn’t know how the hell I’d held it all together and closed that damn deal. All I could think about while Quinn talked was tearing his clothes off and climbing on top of him right there, on the mahogany table. Riding him until I collapsed in the pleasure of the orgasm he’d never given me. The one I hadn’t been able to have since except with an electronic device. We were close enough at one point for me to kiss him, but I hadn’t caved to his sex appeal. To the ghosts of the past. I’d left that office with my pride…and panties…intact.